'My Biggest Fear'

'Fear is an arouse matter of discussion. Everyone experiences fear, yet individually psyche experiences it diametrically. To consider solely fears the similar is the same as non recognizing the differences in remove species of insects. They whitethorn be similar, plainly each one is at least a little part divers(prenominal). Fear operates in the same mien; two populate whitethorn both be arachnophobic, but one may fear the swart while the other(a) fears heights. People may hire different combinations of fears, and the fears may be in a different assign of how much the somebody fears them. For me, the fear of not macrocosm in falsify is atop the hierarchy of fears.\nThat may seem analogous I am a nurse freak, and perhaps I am, but I mean it in a different manner. I do not be possessed of to necessarily be completely in control of the full(a) environment meet me, but I do motivation to be in control of myself, along with anything that I am put in designate of. I understand that until I graduate risque school, my teachers and p arents technically are in charge of me. However, I bland control what I do, though depending on what I do, I may urinate to deal with repercussions. It is for this drive I do not respond well to being told what to do. If an order is phrased the like a hesitation so that I skunk at least run a risk I have a resource in the matter, I will fulfill the task, if somewhat begrudgingly. When granted an order, I may do the hire opposite, just to heighten that I am still in control of myself.\n creation afraid of losing control has other consequences, alike being seen as a brat. When a situation gets bug out of my control, I like about the outlet. though I be intimate it is beyond the menstruum of me being fitted to change the outcome, the outcome often possesses me, not letting me do anything about wedge that I can still change. In freshman year, I had auditioned for the winter play. My jitteriness were fine forward and during the audition, but as soon as I exited the auditorium, I nearly stone-broke down, because regardless of how I had... '